johnxdope:

Phone Call

Have you ever had one of those nights where you just want to explode? You want to tell someone who doesn’t even care about you all that you’ve wanted to say; what you should have said? Maybe if you said these words, they would’ve stayed. Well, this is it. I poured my heart out on this song, and I hope you can hear that… Mix tape drops in June.

Lyrics
Babe…
You probably didn’t expect me to call
But I feel like letting go tonight tell all
I know you’re probably asleep it’s a quarter past two
But I just can’t seem to get myself past you

Why
I don’t front, yeah I tried to
And yea I’ll admit that I lied to
You when I said that I’m done
But deep inside my heart I know that you are still the one.
A part of me hope the line cuts up
A part of me really wants to shut up
But a part of me really wants to call to go through
Cause I’m tired of all these sleepless night not hearing you

Chorus:
Pick up pick up my life is on the line
Would it be too fucking crazy if I asked you to be mine
I know you got a better man but you just gotta know
A part of me is never ever gonna let you go
I blew it, strong line and I dropped the ball
Truth is I was just too afraid to fall
Deeper in love is it too late to make this phone call
Please pick up

I wish I woulda let you chase me
Instead I face the fact you’ve erased me
I picked the decision to choose
And now I know that I fosho have nothing to loose
These bruises in my heart will never heal
I saw a side to me that only you revealed
And now the memory of us is truly dead
But your symphony just plays on in my head
A part of me really wants to hate you
A part of me wants another chance too
A part of me knows I can do better
But a part of me knows you’re my forever

Chorus:

I know I’ll never have something like what we had stupid me
I left you cause I thought you weren’t my fantasy
I need to check into a clinic for insanity
I don’t even give a fuck bout my profanity
I just miss you shit tell me would it be a crime
If I asked you to dump that nigga and just become mine
Again, like the good times, you know
…Hello?

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